No I wouldn't...

_{[He smiles placidly at Amery. He knew that his brother was wrong, but it's nice to hear that kind of encouragement, anyway.]}

I had no idea how to do things. You've always shown me the way, so of course I tried to be like you. And our parents...well, they...

_{[No, not that. Careful how you say that, Balfour.]}

They missed you terribly, and they expected me to follow in your footsteps. It was easiest and the best for everyone involved.

_{[Except for Balfour.]}