You don't understand. It's not just you. I can't let anything happen to him. Reid I can't lose him. If he goes, he's gone.

_{[Oh. Here come the waterworks. Balfour scrubs at his face and scoots well away from the room where his brother had wandered off to, lowering his voice. He didn't want Amery to know he was upset.]}

If he goes, if he dies, that's it. This is my only chance to be with him. I'm not going to let anything hurt him. I can't. I can't!